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HetaOni. and where’s canada?

February. 19. 2011

[Rants by: hello?]

Even if you don’t watch/read Hetalia, this is definitely something worth looking at. I’ve seen so many parodies of it and so many drawings of this that it caused me to actually look for and read the plot. The only sentence I really remember was “they get trapped in a house and many tragedies happen”. It sounded like some lame fanwork, but I decided to watch it on youtube anyway. Trust me. It’s a lot better than it sounds. So here’s “Ep 1 Pt 1″ to get you losers started :P

I’m gonna say a few spoilers now. I’ll just say that after you watch a good amount of it, it’s gonna remind Higurashi fans of…well….Higurashi xD it certainly did for me. But no, HetaOni is actually a parody in itself of a game called Aooni which I know nothing about and didn’t know it existed haha but this is seriously some mindrape if you continue to watch it. I haven’t really bawled in a while, but this….AAHHHHHHHHH XD I kind of wish this was an official side story or at least a movie. The studio can do that, right? It’d be the most epic thing ever so long as they stick to the script o.o like….THIS!!!!

There’s also another RPG parody fan thingy and it’s called RomaHeta, but it’s just funny as opposed to the tragic HetaOni. Funny is good, but I like psychological tragedy. I’m sorry, I’m such a horrible person XD it’s just that this is the first time Italy was so damn serious and creepy x.x

Well, in other news, I took this picture cause …you know….I HAVE AN UNHEALTHY OBSESSION WITH FLAGS. And someone pointed out that Canada’s flag was missing. As a Hetalia fan, I started cracking up on the floor. In the show, no one really notices Canada and he’s so invisible that in HetaOni, the monster doesn’t even see him and he’s unharmed XD that is HILARIOUS~~ so yeah I was just like “wow, Canada really does get forgotten” XDD I mean there are more flags in another area and even there, Canada is nowhere to be found. Hell, you can see HONG KONG’S FLAG and HK isn’t even a real country. The americans were able to think of HK but not Canada, its neighbor. That is SAD XD

So yeah, that’s it XD don’t worry, China’s flag is in another section hahaha

But yeah, WATCH HETAONI LEST THE MONSTERS COME AFTER YOU!!!




waking up is…bad?

January. 12. 2011

[Rants by: hello?]

There are those people who are always frakkin cranky when they wake up. It doesn’t matter if they had a full night’s sleep, a 5min nap or a nap in class. When they wake up, they’re half dead and just mad bitchy. Doesn’t matter if you’re a guy. I’ve seen guys do this. It’s actually funny when a guy does it. When a girl gets all bitchy from waking up, it’s like BETCH SHUT UP XD

Seriously, do you hate waking up that much? Ok, it’s not even like people wake them up. This happens even when they wake up themselves. They’re still like UGGGHHHHHH stomp stomp stomp and it’s getting real EFFin annoying >_>

What, do you like sleeping that much? You wanna run away from the world that bad? Hey I have a bloody genius idea. Let’s put you to sleep permanently! That way, you’ll never have to wake up as a bitch and the rest of us can be at peace. It’s totally a win-win situation. What do you say? :D ….:D

Also, I’m dying for this and trying real hard to buy this right now:

I WANT <-- clicky-san.

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET ONE FOR YEARS AND NOW I FINALLY HAVE THE MONEY TO DO SO!

TRANSITION!

Ok so in other news, also tired of these kids constantly going either fml fml fml or bitchy whine whine whine. Like just SHUT UP AAHHH if your life sucks then too bad, my life sucks too and I complain, but I do it in a fun rantful way, not like “FML FML FMLLLLL SUICIDEE”. And no, don’t whine. Just stop. Stop whining about how lonely you are. Stop trying to be so obvious about how you want people to notice you. The funny thing is, the person doing this is a guy. Girls do it all the time through appearance. This kid is just like “I feel so lonely, why doesn’t anyone pay attention to me?” and yeah. Seriously. I’m serious. He’s that blunt about it. It’s like he thinks “friends” are the most important thing in the world. I know that sounds hypocritical of me, but hold that thought. I love having friends and my friends are the most important to me, but this kid is just like wanting quantity and quality. Dude, the world doesn’t work that way. The world doesn’t exist to be your friend only. The world existed before you and will exist after you die. THAT is how the world works. I don’t care about how many friends I have. I don’t care about making new friends either cause the ones I have now are of fine quality. Quality that was built through years of trials and bonding. You’re not gonna get a friendship like that from someone you knew for a week. Come on, let’s be real. Especially not with that whinyass attitude. No.

OWARI!

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whispering voices pass us saying “betrayal”
you don’t even see the end rushing for you
shedding the light you thought didn’t exist
wielding the claymore that you so loved, more so than me
wings are cut and crosses are burned
any lines or borders have been broken down
the fire behind will not ever rest
so long as I am here

[Paradise Lost -- lyrics of my eng parody ;P]




huh? already?

January. 2. 2011

[Rants by: hello?]

I can’t believe I had the audacity to not make a new year’s post on time. It’s only the second day, so I won’t be killed, na?

Anyways, here is a simple list of updates:

Work: Starting to “dislike”.
School: It’s pretty much a 404 right now.
Anime: Obsessed with Hetalia dub and Bleach’s op13: HERE YA GO …and also Ga Rei Zero. It’s sad. SO WATCH IT.
Music: That song from op13 and also Super Scription of Data [Eiko Shimamiya] and Paradise Lost [Chihara Minori]. Look them up ;] oh and Hitomi no Tsubasa [access]
Social: Not much to say there since I’m mad tired these days from WORK.
Art: Working on a vector but like every other day XD here’s the progress so far:

It’s something I drew….cause….I design characters now….I don’t know when that became my job but yeah XD and I dressed up as this for Halloween :D I like this character only cause of the way he/she fights XD yeah, unknown gender. Actually, you know what, I’ll show you guys the bios for all these characters I’ve been made to work on, but unfortunately, pictures can’t be given yet since I’m STILL not done sketching them. SKETCHING. For the bios, here’s the link: CHARACTERS

Family: Rat’s in the house. We’re asian. Not good. Enough said XD
Other: KNITTING! It’s knitting season and this is what I’m currently working on:

It’s a windsor/black cowl :DD I rarely make striped things so I might as well, since I heart stripes. HEART. And I haven’t made a really warm and thick cowl….much xD so yay.

So yeah…..HAPPY NEW YEAR’S. I wanted to make a special holiday picture, but no time T^T well no in between all of life’s crap.




how very esoteric.

November. 22. 2010

[Rants by: hello?]

I like that word, but that’s besides the point xD I just realized that when I dress up as things (or cosplay, whatever you wanna call it), I never really dress up as anything people know. I keep it pretty esoteric, since the only characters I have confidence in pulling off are characters that my friends create. Examples shall be given later. In the mean time, let’s discuss something we can all actually relate to. TURKEY DAY!

Yeap, every year, Americans everywhere celebrate the tradition of turning this beautiful and cute guy:

into THIS:

And seriously, if you make it the right way, it’ll taste like CHICKEN. It’ll be steaming white mea :DDD aside from the meat, there’s the other factor: family dinners. Most people enjoy them, but you know me. I don’t like my family, so it’s the last thing I’d like to do on any given holiday but it happens and I survive, so it can’t be all that bad. It’s not that things happen to me personally, but the other members around me just go insane because no one wants to be there and no one wants to put up with anyone else. In order to cease all the yelling, all the adults usually drink dialoads of wine until their speech is slurred so much that they can’t even argue. That’s a lot coming from Asians. Except for my priest uncle, though. He’s the most rational one there and he can stay that way without the use of alcohol. The rest of us “children” get hypnotized by the cable tv so there’s no need to worry about us. Yeap. No need.

And then there’s the things you’re actually grateful for. What am I grateful for? My friends. Anyone who’s read and commented here more than once. And this gonna be corny, but…..LIFE!!! I know I’m gonna die someday and that everything will eventually come to an end, but it’s worth it. Despite all the suffering, rage, disappointments and hardships, it’s still pretty fun to live. The world is so interesting in the sense that it’s so complicated that it’s simple.

HEHEHE~ as for the esoteric characters, I’m too lazy to do all this scanning and shiz, so I’ll update this post with those pictures…..by the end of the year XD until then, BWAHAHAHAHA!

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Comparing myself to the me I imagined; the moment I start thinking that I can’t do any better is the real start line




it’s official. YOU SUCK.

November. 14. 2010

[Rants by: hello?]

It’s official that I’m amazing ;] puhahahaha well it doesn’t really matter to me whether people think that or not. Does it really? All I have to do is just continue doing what I have to do and being awesome. It doesn’t have to be known…..although it’d be nice XDDDD

And another thing before I start: yeah, changed the layout XDD sorry if it’s too simple for some people, but I love simplicity. In like…..everything XD clothes, food, yadda yadda. So yeah. Any more info about the layout is in the “the site” page since I update that every time I have a new layout ;]

So this will be another one of my “stream of thought” posts. Ready? GO!!

So yeah I was talking to this “other person” about presents and flowers….god knows how it got to that. But anyways, I told them about what I personally thought about giving flowers as gifts or whatever. If someone gave me flowers as a present, I’d seriously feel insulted. Don’t get me wrong, I love flowers, but only when they’re actually rooted to the ground and alive. Once you wrap them up and give them to someone, by the end of the day, they’re already either starting to die or halfway there. And a decent bouquet these days is like what, $20…..so you’re basically paying $20 to get me something that’ll die. I really really don’t like seeing flowers die, it kind of makes me depressed. So yeah, I don’t like getting flowers as if they’re supposed to make me happy about how momentary they are. One thing I like doing though is taking single petals and putting them in books and never taking them out for like another 5yrs. And then laminating it. I wonder where I got that from…….well EITHER WAY XD I digress…..but yeah that person was just like “well people use flowers for giving respect for funerals, so you really shouldn’t be saying that” and I’m just like “we’re asian, we give hella better stuff to the dead than frakkin flowers like actual food and BEER….I don’t know where the hell that tradition came from, but we have it so LET’S USE IT” XDD

And that kind of (I guess?) leads into my next thought: how people think I’m some kind of radical or rebel. I don’t really consider myself as a rebel….it’s not like I’ve done anything controversial worthy of the public’s attention. Well at the same time, that’s not what one has to do to be a rebel, I guess. Still. I still don’t think I’m a rebel. It’s just that I somehow started to think about life from an early age and just kept on thinking and thinking. While most other kids were worried about cooties, I was worried about my purpose in life. I just think of a lot of things differently from a lot of people. Maybe I’m weird/eccentric but I’m not….a rebel….what? And I know I’ve kept a lot of opinions to myself until now, but….seriously? Before people used to bitch about how I never said anything and now that I do say some things, they bitch at that, too. You’re just upset cause I’m not telling you what you wanna hear. Well, too bad. You’re not gonna hear what you wanna hear and you’re not gonna be treated the way you wanna be treated. The world is a place full of twisted realities and ideas and it’s hell not fair at all. It’s being run by humans, of course it’s not fair.

And that somehow leads into the next topic: reality. Well, more like how I think truth and reality are different. I mean I guess you can use those words interchangeably in some situations, but I realized that I don’t like to do that. To me, reality is something that exists in each of our minds. Everyone has their own reality and as some of us might know, some people like to skew reality to their twisted favor. They create their own mental world and drag other people into it, making it like a mental prison for others. The truth on the other hand, to me, is the underlying layer of facts and whatever else. Many people might not really know that the “truth” is, but it’s still there and will never change. You can believe whatever you want, but that won’t change the truth. However, you can change your own reality and try to make yourself and others believe otherwise. If that even makes sense XD

Now this isn’t really that related to the previous topic, but it popped up in my head anyways so here we go. This is for all the people out there who came out of a relationship. If you feel like your ex has left some kind of gap in your mind/heart/soul/whatever, honestly, there is absolutely no need for there to be a gap. I’m not saying this cause I’m like cold or anything. It’s just that I’ve gone through the whole feeling-the-gap phase for a while without really telling anyone and then I slowly realized that there was really no reason for me to feel so empty about this person. Mainly because that person was only there for a short period in my life. Well for some people it might not be so short, but still, if that person wasn’t like there ever since you were little and it’s not like some cute story about childhood friends being together, then you don’t have to let them control you even after the breakup by feeling emptiness. You’ve lived quite a number of years before you met that person and you’ve done fine without them. You obviously weren’t that “happy” with them if you ended up separating so you can just continue on the way you were before you ever met them. I mean, in my case, I really was happy, but …eh, I’m over it XD I’ve lived all the way up till now without him, and I can sure as hell move on without him. There’s no reason to feel empty or lonely. Cause you never are ^^

Well that’s it for now ^^ and to make this not-too-boring, here’s what I’m working on as the cover of my cards binder. Yeah. I’m serious. I have a binder for all my cards. And I believe I have like…..700+ cards XDD and counting…..AND COUNTING…..but yeah. Here ya go. Have fun. Use it if you want, I really don’t mind XD


[one of my first few attempts at drawing Yami in KAGAMI style XD]

Of course it’s not done yet since I haven’t colored it, but I don’t wanna color until I get a tablet. I really think I’ll do amazing things once I get a tablet xDD better than using a mouse all the time x.x dammit I used to have epic skills in using ms paint to draw things, with a regular mouse…..where did all that goooo

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I’m bad Ash. And you’re good Ash. You’re goody little two shoes, goody little two shoes, good little two shoes hahahahha goody little two shoes, good little two shoes–”




KILL IT!

November. 6. 2010

[Rants by: hello?]

By it, I mean songs xP I’ve decided to upload some of my recordings to youtube. Just to throw them out there and see what happens xDD I’m not that great, but if I’m gonna do this, I might as well spread out as much as I can, hah? So this is my channel: IxYamikoxA hmm…..maybe I should make another channel or something cause that username…I don’t really use that nickname anymore XD these days it’s more like ashiiya, luce, ciel, or even like kyouki no lulu xDDD I digress, but the whole point of me doing this is to be criticized, basically. CRITICIZED, not hated xD remember, criticism utilizes logic while hate just uses ignorance/stupidity. You don’t wanna be the latter, now do you?

Well, putting that aside, there’s something I’ve been wanting to ask the world. What do you think of the phrase “do whatever you want, it’s your life, do whatever makes you happy and if anyone says otherwise, then they’re wrong”? Personally, it really annoys me. Whenever someone tells me to do whatever the hell I want cause it doesn’t matter what other people think, I cringe. You can’t just outright not care what anyone thinks =___= you have to be considerate of others to a reasonable extent. And honestly, I believe that I won’t ever be truly happy. I can be content, but never happy. I don’t think true happiness exists in this world, so I’m not gonna step on others just to make myself “happy”. It’s a waste of time and energy. I can try and do what I want, but that also has to be in moderation. You can’t just waltz around the world doing whatever the hell you want. If I was given the power to do whatever I wanted, I would’ve ruled this world by now Kira-style. Seriously. Or to be a little more realistic, I would’ve become a serious problem child/delinquent. Lines are drawn for a reason, rules are set for a reason. Lines are not meant to be crossed. Rules are not meant to be broken. That’s just an excuse for humanity, it’s a way for us to try and justify any rule that we might break. If we seriously didn’t need any rules, would we have come up with so many?

So what’s your stance on it? Remember – criticize, don’t hate ;]




crutches. youtube. BAH.

November. 1. 2010

[Rants by: hello?]

Crutches: I now have a pair due to me slipping and falling while getting off a bus. Well that was just retarded XD

Youtube: I’m considering putting up some of my recordings in a single video onto youtube, but without my face. I wouldn’t want people watching or not watching just cause of my face. What does that matter when you’re singing? If I wanted my face to be such an important factor, I’d put my face out for modelling or some shit. I follow enough rules in this world, and this is something I most definitely don’t have to abide to.

I figured out that the songs I sing the most are BoA songs and songs that Yuki Kajiura wrote. And those two, in terms of Japanese songs, are the ones with the most talent and are pretty hard to follow vocally. I can’t help it though, their songs are so fun to sing, the way the vocals rage so much in a short amount of time :D makes for good practice ;] I’ll never become a singer or anything like that, but it’s just like art – it’s a great stress relieving habit.

Don’t wanna make this too long so this is where we part :}

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It’s enough to make a guy angry. So angry that you might call it rage. Rage that is located specifically in the western-most county on Long Island. Also known as BROOYKLN! *kicks a hole in the wall*




THE update. and bread.

October. 18. 2010

[Rants by: one person]

Oh man I haven’t been able to post to my heart’s content cause I currenty don’t have any internet. Rather, my ethernet won’t work but my wifi mysteriously still does. So this is from my iPod. I swear, I think that lightning from last week cause that weird freaky blue electricity to appear behind my monitor and somehow screwed up the ethernet.

Anyways, I got a job at Panera Bread for those of you who know it~~ as this will my first real job, I’m so excited :D if you’ve never been to this place before, try it, it’s so awesome~ I feel so pathetic not being allowed my own bank account. I actually do need one in order to get paid for this job and I’m still being treated like a 10yr old. Hey I know I look that young but I’m really not, so….BANK ACCOUNT!!! XD

*and typing out codes with an iPod is so annoying T^T

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“To hear this message in Spanish, press 11.”
“There is no 11, you fucking whore!!!”




ccs. trc. ciel. burn it to the ground.

October. 8. 2010

[Rants by: hello?]

I find it funny how I’ve been talking about nothing but anime *coughygocough* and I don’t intend on stopping~!!! But this time, it’s different and it’s not gonna be just about anime haha (alleviated, are we?)

Let’s kick this off with CCS :D this is a CLASSIC~!! You just can’t hate this anime if you’ve watched it way back when. Sure, I grew up with the dub, but they cut it off before the whole series could end…..cause apparently the second season was not appropriate enough for children due to the fact that its main focus was Sakura and Syaoran’s relationship development. Damn you. A few years after that though, I turned to the Japanese version in order to kickstart my Japanese and I fell in love with it all over again~ and now I am proud to be in the possession of the Sakura Cards:

Speaking of which, I tend to compare the Syaoran from CCS to the Syaoran from TRC. Just cause it’s fun XD I personally like the design of CCS better, just cause he looks stubborn and serious. And when guys look stubborn and serious, it’s just that much cuter when they do like someone ;D it would’ve been so awesome if the whole animation style of TRC was the same as CCS T__T the manga animation style makes him look all cool (cause CLAMP does WONDERS with that stuff) but….AAHHHH …ok this:

If they wanted to make him look more mature or something, that’s already been done, even in the old CCS style >.< goddangit why'd they have to change....

When I got to the end of TRC, I started thinking that even CCS was somehow tied into this TRC/XXX story but nah XD that's like saying even Chobits was linked to it, but of course it's not. It just seemed that way since when the clones were reborn, I thought Sakura was in her middle school uniform or something and I swear I thought I saw some of her old friends from CCS so I was like "wait are the clones the same characters from CCS" XD nah, it's not that complicated. If you have the time and you like twists, go for TRC~!!!

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I just wanna throw something quick out there. I gave YGO 5Ds a chance……AND I LIKE IT. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad thing. But it’s definitely better than GX. I can say that each protagonist from all three series are pretty different and that’s good, but Yusei is just really awesome. But enough about Yusei, I’m more focused on JACK XD

He has the Kaiba role of being a rich and stuck up rival, but the stuck up part doesn’t stay for long since his character develops pretty quickly. He’s still a generally serious person who cares a lot about strength (hence why his deck is a strength deck). His main weakness is Carly, the boys, and cup ramen. I find it funny how he sometimes prioritizes Carly over the boys xD

One thing I find interesting about him though is that his main monster, the Red Dragon Archfiend has…well, a red color scheme xD and Yusei, the main character, has a blue themed monster, the Stardust Dragon. You’d think that since Jack wear’s blue+white, he’d have a generally blue dragon but noooo >___> seriously though, JACK x CARLY FOREVER~ xP I ship them all the way. Carly’s so weirdly adorable, I love her :D she’s even more awesome when she was all evil as a Dark Signer :D

This is the moment where Jack’s all like “NO CARLY, I’M GONNA SAVE YOU!!”

I’m surprised 4Kids loosened up for this series and let all the lovey dovey stuff pass through O.o they even let all the physical violence show. That’s some improvement XD well the kids who enjoyed the original YGO are old enough (OBVIOUSLY) to watch that now anyways >_____>

Oh and here’s the cosplay version of that scene……well technically, this is the scene where he talks to her before the hug but whatever, IT’S STILL BEAUTIFUL!

Cosplay done by the awesome Ex-Shadow and this girlfriend malindachan. They always cosplay together and the boyfriend is the textile genius. That’s right. He makes all these clothes. Check out his and his gf’s deviantart accounts to see the beauty. I actually cried while going through his pictures, that’s how beautiful it was. I’m trying to teach myself how to make awesome clothes like this but that dream seems a “bit” far out…..I MUST TRY THOUGH!!! I can’t half-ass anything anymore!! AAAHHHH I hate myself >O<

Oh and just for fun, here's Jack all pimped out during some weird party:

Now that that’s settled, onto the next matter on the non-existent agenda. PHONES. Cause I just had like a reload of tech new today and now I’m all high and hyped from it XDDD

The new MyTouch for T-Mobile. That’s without the 3G in the name. Yeap. It basically looks like the last line of MyTouch with no QWERTY keyboard and….wait, what’s so different about this one XD oh yeah, it’s capable of that new HSPA connection. It’s apparently as fast as 4G….apparently.

A similar phone has been release by T-Mobile called the G2. This one does have a QWERTY keyboard and is available at Wirefly for $100 with a new contract. I am so totally not advertising in any way.

The HTC Desire HD is just a slightly better version of the Evo 4G and probably won’t be coming to the US for that very reason. It should be available online unlocked, though.

Now for Virgin Mobile, which we all know is a low-end carrier, is being given the Samsung Intercept. Oh yeah, and all these phones are running Android. Just wanted to point that out XD for once, Samsung hasn’t tainted the Android UI with their TouchWiz. This phone has an optical trackpad. Yeah. And thank god the microSD card slot is on the outside. Camera is only 3.2mp though, but….has flash. No QWERTY, I’m afraid.

For T-Mobile again is the LG Optimus T. It’s also running Android and it’s entry-level….but still a smartphone. This also has only a 3.2mp camera =__= but it has wifi, if you like that. I know I do. I don’t know how LG’s doing on their touchscreen smartphone game, but it sure as hell wasn’t great back then. It’s running Android though, so any problems you’ve faced with LG devices before shouldn’t be as bad anymore. Let’s all hope to God that it’s not.

Coming to Verizon is the Motorola Droid Pro. It’s surprisingly a global phone = compatible with CDMA and GSM networks. It has a kind of candybar formfactor with that QWERTY keyboard and a small touchscreen above it. Also running Android. It’s an Androidfest. BUT it has a 5.0mp camera with dual LED flash :D

Sprint’s present this year is the Samsung Transform. QWERTY keyboard + Android. That’s all you need to know XD doesn’t look that stunningly different in any way. NEXT!

The Casio G’zOne Ravine for Verizon – Casio’s new military-specified phone. Meaning that’s it’s shock resistant, waterproof and all that jazz. You can go batshit insane one day, get stressed out and just fling this mofo at your wall all day and it’ll still be working. I should probably get one.

And finally, even Satan gets a little gift this time – it’s the Motorola Flipout for AT&T. And yes, I refer to AT&T as Satan. But nevermind that, let’s talk about the phone. Of course it’s running Android. Even Windows Mobile phones are dying out. Even the Blackberry is pretty outdated. If the Torch is the best thing they got, well…..they better start coming up with something better XD the Flipout is a brother to the Flipside….only cause of the names. I recall there being a phone similar to this one but I forgot what it was called. When closed, this basically looks like a little square and the screen is touchscreen, of course. Then you flip the screen and “voila” a tinyass QWERTY keyboard. Not good if you have big hands though, that shit is all scrunched and there is not much space for the keys. The Flipside on the other hand is your standard QWERTY keyboard that slides out from the side. Both running MotoBlur.

Of course, I got all this from CTIA Fall 2010. Man, it’s that time already XD I feel too lazy to get anymore pictures (LIES, it’s cause it’s not anime related, YOU SUCK!).

Now this is some infuriating news time. Get ready for some bitchyass ranting. If you wanna skip, go right ahead, you’ll se a little /rant thingy XD

GLENN BECK, FUCK YOUUU. How dare you say that the firefighters were right to just stand there and watch a family’s house burn down?? They lost all their belongings, their memories, their pets, EVERYTHING! The reason why? Just cause they didn’t pay a goddamn $75. Hell, that family was willing to pay more than that on the spot and they STILL didn’t put the damn fire out!! It was only until the neighbor’s house caught fire that they decided to do something, but they still didn’t put out the fire of the initial family’s home. Nope. FOR A FUCKIN $75. This is what America has become. It’s disgusting, it’s despicable and these people claim to be Christians. You know what I, a Catholic, would do? If I was a firefighter there, I would’ve told all my mates to put out the goddamn fire before I threw them in there. If I was the neighbor whose house also caught fire, I’d tell the firemen to put their fire out also. Seriously, they literally just STOOD there, watching everything burn to a crisp. Now there’s no home, no pets, no nothing. WTF MAN? IS THAT WAS REPRESENTS AMERICA? GLENN BECK, YOU CAN BURN ALONG WITH THAT POOR FAMILY’S MEMORIES AND BELONGINGS, RIGHT IN HELL.

/rant

Sorry for that XDDD one more bit of pointless news. I now have a new nickname. Nicknames just come flying at me like dust X.X it’s Ciel. Too bad that when I hear Ciel, I think of Kuroshitsuji Ciel XD this one came from the letters “CL” from “crimson lotus” and when you say “C L” fast, it sounds like Ciel XD it’s weird how half my nicknames have to do with the wind or sky, that element xD like one of my first Japanese nicknames used to be Shiryuu Kazemi and the “kaze” means wind. Later on, there was SYK for “shiryuu yamiko kazemi” which later turned into SKY xDDD OMGGG and cause of that people started calling me Sora (whoever knew Jap at the time). And then there was a recent Italian nickname, “Luce DiCielo” =__= WTFFFF XD so yeah…..I’ve also been called Tsuna cause my birthday date is the 27th. And when I hear Tsuna, I think Hitman Reborn. And what element is Tsuna? That’s right. The SKY. THE FREAKIN SKY xD

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the ultimate truth.

September. 16. 2010

[Rants by: 4 people]

This is basically the most “emo” thing I could possibly have written, especially considering when I wrote this, which was like about ~7yrs ago (aka middle school). Well, whether it’s “emo” or not is up to you xD

The one ultimate truth is something we’ll see at the end of our lives. Yes, we discover various truths during our lifetimes. But no truth can be more grand than that of life and death. Although we are all alive, we are still sleeping. To be finally woken, we must first physically die. If you are fortunate enough to experience the truth and come back, then that information should not be shared. We each have our own individual truths at the end, encasing our fears, hopes and dreams. We are all still sleeping. We are all still dreaming. Death is only the beginning of a more greater cycle.

I found this recently and my face stayed in that “wtf” expression for a good 5mins or more. I don’t remember what was going through my mind when I was writing this and I can’t even guess. A little middle school girl should not be writing stuff like this voluntarily xD I believe I was writing this during like math class or something and it was out of BOREDOM XD there must’ve been something seriously wrong with me x.x

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FAN-TUCKING-FASTIC.
…..those who’ve seen the latest YGOTAS ep will understand XD