true anger. scabs.

September. 2. 2010

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We’ve all been mad to some degree. Some get mad easier than others, some get mad more often than others. I myself am a pretty hot-headed person and I get irritated pret-ty easily, but never did I get genuinely mad. When I say that, I don’t mean the “about to kill the first person you see” type of mad.. and I thought that was the worst type possible. Nope, because even if you do feel that way, you probably won’t actually kill someone.

Recently, I’ve finally gotten past that “kill everything” level and reached the ultimate level of madness. I won’t get into detail about what happened, but all I know is that being that mad felt scary. Basically, when someone is continuously yelling at me with gatling words, I usually don’t say anything until they’re done – and if those words hit my core, then I start tearing a little. It’s natural for me. It was like that until I suddenly felt really light. I heard someone yelling at me, but I didn’t know what they were saying – the words were going out the other ear. Or maybe I did know what was being said but I just didn’t care anymore. I felt like an empty shell, empty enough to think I had no soul… or something or other xD I really had no thoughts or emotion, though. And as you might know, no emotions = the worst thing in the world to me…so I was pretty scared after I realized what happened.

Fact #1: Once I get that angry, I remain emotionless and will rarely talk until the other person admits they were wrong.

Fact #2: Even with my void-of-all-emotions face, I’m still a readable person and you can easily tell what I’m “feeling”.

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This is just a quick rant, nothing special – about the new feature Google has put into Gmail – the calling feature. I don’t even know what it’s officially called, if it even has a name. I checked my mail a few days back and saw THIS shenanigan:

WTF IS THISSSS this is so pointless gahh *epic face ripping maneuver*

Ok I wouldn’t say it’s completely pointless since you can basically make free calls from your browser which sounds nice. Maybe other people will find this “exciting”, but it’s eh to me. On top of that, everyone’s saying that it’s gonna somehow replace freakin SKYPE. I do not understand – gigantic question mark. I guess I kind of do, since the idea of both is to make free calls, but Skype is its own program with a lot of features…..unless you’re so desperate to make a call that you just can’t wait to install a program and you would rather call from your email (…..??). I believe calls in and between US and Canada are free (yeah, they’re right next to us, no point in charging us for that pft) and international calls are at 2¢/min. That’s not that bad actually, but I’d rather use Skype where I can call people everywhere for free xD well the only difference here is that Gmail is calling actual phones, not just another computer. You can also do that with Skype, but I forgot what the rates and stuff are = .=; not that bad, though.

All in all, I doubt this new Gmail feature will come anywhere close to beating down Skype. NEVAR!!!!

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I call it a phenomenon. Cause the word is awesome. Anyways, this “phenomenon” is basically my sudden interest in the colors white and blue as opposed to my usual black and red, which I still love. I’m just becoming attracted to white+blue these days. I thought about it. And then it hit me. It’s all YGO’s fault. AGAIN. Like seriously, I just unconsciously like what my favorite characters or people like and then it just blends into my inner core personality overtime. Sometimes it just continues without me realizing it. For example, that one phase I had where I keep wearing the dark blue+gray combo. I recently realized that it was because BoA once said that her favorite colors were navy blue and gray. I felt pretty stupid when I thought of that xD

See the white+blue stripes? Yeah, I’m dying for a shirt like that right now xDD

I guess people take on after others unconsciously whether it be friends, family, idols….anime characters…..xD oh yeah, the white and blue thing was from Bakura. I’m guessing it’s cause I have this friend who calls herself Melvin and she calls me Florence so I was just like “hey I already got the british accent down, let me wear his colors too just to make myself worthy of being called FLORENCE” xDDD man, a stupid friend nickname thing turned into THIS useless shenanigan. I like that word, too. Shenanigan. SHENANIGANS!

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I just wanted to share some anime songs I had laying around. At first I was just gonna put up all songs used for Kuroshitsuji but I thought “why stop there, why not just put up mad random anime songs” and so that is precisely what I did.

Ok let’s cut the crap, off the downloading.

Kuroshitsuji OP and ED songs:
Monochrome no Kiss
Lacrimosa

Kuroshitsuji II OP and ED songs:
Shiver
Bird

H.O.T.D. OP:
Highschool of the Dead

Naruto Shippuuden ED:
Sunao na Niji

YGO season 0 OP:
Ashita moshi kimi ga Kowarete mo

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Now for the “YOOOO!!!!!” part. I probably shouldn’t be sharing this, but I couldn’t help it. A real otaku friend of mine posted it on fb. And I saw the title and thought “how bad could this possibly be”. And there it was. And here it is. And here you shall see. HAH.

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If you know what I’m talking about, then great. If not, then go ahead to their Youtube channel: TYT’s channel

There is one thing I’d like to say before moving on. They are not called “the young turks” because all the members are supposed to be Turkish. That’s just absurd. If you look up what the young turks really were, then you’d understand. I’m not even gonna bother explaining it when you have something as convenient as google+wiki to tell you everything.

Anyways, TYT is for the most part, liberal/progressive or whatever else label you wanna put for them. I don’t always agree with them (like everyone else), but I like their stances on a lot of things. They talk about a lot of different stuff and each staff member usually covers different types of news like entertainment or politics. So don’t even bother calling them some mainstream entertainment crap. And if you’re a rightwinger or whatever the hell you are, don’t even think about watching this. Or you can watch this, pop a vein and then be even more irrational than you already are. Your call.

Either way, they’re a pretty fun bunch :]]

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Seiyuu meaning “voice actors”. OH YAH~ I love these jap voice actors (that I’m about to mention). They are the most awesome people ever. I die from their awesomeness X_X!!!! I faint every time I hear their voices~! ALMOST!

Starting off, we have…..

This pretty lady over here, named Romi Park. Yeah, she’s Korean, but was raised in Japan. And is omfg AWESOME! You might not know her name, but I’m pretty sure you know her voice. How can you not :DD she voices a lot of either emo/smart boys or tough girls. Her real voice sounds so normal and yet when she voices an anime, she voice sounds so naturally deep O.O UBER SKILL. The roles I know her by are:

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OH YEAH. Another YGOTAS reference XD

now this is a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down
and I’d like to take a minute, just sit down, James
I’ll tell you how I became the undisputed king of card games
in north eastern Africa, born and raised
in the palace was where I spent most of my days
chilin out, maxin, relaxin all the while
or playing some card games right beside the Nile
when a couple of guys who were up to no good
started making trouble in my neighborhood
I got in one little fight and the gods got scared
they said “you’re moving in with Yugi and his grandpa downstairs”
I wound up in Japan and then things were less clear
like I couldn’t kill folks for losing card games here
if anything, I could say that this place was lame
but I thought “nah, forget it, I’ll play some card games”
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Yes, that was a YGOTAS reference xDD been obsessed with it lately (specifically this week) AND I’ve been surprisingly Twittering more. Now we officially know that this poor world is DOOMED.

Anyways, my room is currently shrouded in darkness cause our ceiling fan (which is our only source of light other than the sun) uses a proprietary lightbulb and yeah……can’t find it anywhere although I’m sure Home Depot should have the answers…..but then again, the closest Home Depot is really far.

In other news, my mom won’t freakin shut up about how I’m retarded, dense, naive and a bunch of other bullcrap that is the product of her feeble assuming mind. Yes, she directly says this to me. And apparently I’m about a good 99% the source of her lectures (which she claims she doesn’t wanna do, but that’s exactly why she does it every goddamn hour) due to my rebellion. Since when was I a rebel? What, cause I don’t agree with half the shit she believes in? She keeps saying she doesn’t want me to be like her and yet she’s slowly trying to make me think like her cause of course, being the asian parent she is, she always thinks she’s right. Just now, I forgot that my ceiling fan was indeed a fan and when I remembered while complaining about it, I was like “oh yeah that’s right, it’s not just a light, it’s a FAN”. Just then, my mom conveniently walks in and asks if I’m hot. I say yes, she then turns on the fan and says “What are you, a lazy idiot? If you’re hot, then why didn’t you turn the fan on? Waiting for me to turn it on for you…..why are you so lazy? You have hands and feet, you can turn it on yourself.” ….wtf? Seriously now? You’re just gonna assume that I was sitting here in this dreaded heat purposely WAITING for you to waltz in and turn on a damn fan for me? Hey I admit that I’m a seriously lazy procrastinator (redundant much?), but I’m not THAT lazy as to not wanna pull a string to turn on a fan. Is that how you think of me as your daughter? If anything, I should be the one flaming you for all the goddamn ways you treated me. Hell, for even allowing me to be freakin born. Not like you wanted me, isn’t it?

Quickly changing the topic before I cause the mountain in Korea to erupt and kill all its inhabitants, back to YGOTAS. Thanks to Bakura, I’ve slowly started to “become British” xDD I’ve started saying bugger and wanker a lot more. Also, thanks to Gintama, I’ve also started to speak Japanese in that really old dialect (dammit all, I forgot was it was called…..too lazy to google xD) and in English, say “I daresay” after half the stuff I say. I’ll try to restrain myself when typing xDD

And that concludes today’s random rant stuff. Cheerios :D

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I never knew “psychological” was a genre of anime o.o after going through some of them though, I’d say this is my favorite genre of anime now. Anime that makes you think about life. Huh, that’s new.

This one that I’m still reading is called Gantz. It’s a few years old, but the manga’s still going. I watched the anime first, but don’t even try with it, it completely screws up the story after the Buddha arc =___= it’s roughly about how people die, but instead of really dying, they get transported to this room where a black ball orders them around to go alien hunting. You really have to read it to get the full experience, it’s amazing :D there’s a lot of gore though so be careful of that o.o

And just to be fangirly, I loveeee Nishi :DD I know he’s a complete jerk, but there’s something about his expression that I really~ like x]] too bad he’s a middle schooler whose track of mind = social darwinism

What I got from it: if you help people, they don’t give anything back; no matter what you kill, murder is murder; don’t trust the government EVER

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I understand, and yet I don’t……..how Korea, Japan and China have this hatred towards each other. And when I was little I was THIS close to being brainwashed into hating Japan and China. Before I get into the actual topic though, I just wanted to think about how I never knew that Pokemon or even freakin Naruto was Japanese until I started learning the language. So weird…..and I was almost made to hate countries I knew nothing about. Anyways, on with the ranting….
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